Love is one is peace is purpose
אהבה = אחד
one = love
Imagine if the influence of a word was more than the concept it describes. Imagine a code system where a number was assigned to each letter in an alphabet, and using this code, inherent and essential truths about the influence of a word could be revealed. Language and words are undeniably mystic. Why do letters look the way they look? What drove the development of the Latin alphabet, of the Hebrew alphabet, of the Arabic alphabet, or of any of the alphabets used around the world? Is there significance to the shape of a letter? Is there significance to what combination of letters are used to describe a particular concept?
Societies are often distinguished by differences in language and culture. Culture can be considered the sum of attributes and norms that are dominant and drive the interactions between members of a group and may also influence the way an individual interacts with themselves. Aspects of a culture can be identified by the methods of communication, by the language used among memebers. The structure and grammer of a language, the words or expressions used to describe emotions and concepts, the accepted way of communicating a particular emotion or the words used when encountering a particular situation, may all reveal certain truths about the aspects which may define a culture.
Did the language influence the nature of the group, or did the nature of the group influence the language, or both? Did the shape of the letters in an alphabet influence a culture, or did a culture influence the shape of the letters in an alphabet, or both? Does spoken word influence its surroundings in a different manner than written word? Can we learn about a culture from the quality and quanitity of their written works? Of their communication methods? Of there use of numbers? How are cultures seperated? Is there a universal human culture?
Language is mystic. Writing is mystic. The moment I use physical letters and combine them into words to describe my thoughts, I capture pieces of my consciousness in space and time. My writing, these physical pieces of my consciousness, will continue to influence all who come in contact with it as long as it exists. Pieces of me will remain in this world after I die. The more I write, the more of me is captured.
In the physical world my actions drive change. My actions push and pull on my surroundings in a particular pattern that sets in motion an infinite series of interactions driven by energy moved by action. The energy I set in motion pushes and pulls on every atom, on every wave, that comes into contact with it. The influence of the energy I choose to set in motion infinitely shapes the universe containing it. My energy may convert into different forms, different states, as science has defined them, though is conserved. I do not create new energy, the energy was created. I move the energy in a particular way to change everything that comes into contact with it.
In the spiritual world my words drive change. My thoughts drive the energy I release into my surroundings in a particular pattern that sets in motion an infinite series of interactions driven by energy moved by thoughts. The energy I set in motion pushes and pulls on every atom, on every wave, that comes into contact with it. The influence of the energy I choose to set in motion infinitely shapes the universe containing it. My energy may convert into different forms, different states, into different emotions, into different essences, as adjectives, adverbs, and nouns can describe them, though is conserved. I do not create new energy, the energy was created. I move the energy with a particular intention to change everything that comes into contact with it.
My thoughts are composed of words composed of letters. The letters are used to describe inherent emotions, inherent essences, that exist in the universe and we describe using adjectives, adverbs, and nouns (maybe other parts of speech as well, but these are those that initially came to mind). The inherent essences, energies, can be described as the emotional intention when taking an action.
Am I acting out of love? When I act am I acting with a loving energy? Am I acting toward myself with a loving energy? Am I acting toward others with a loving energy? LOVE. What thoughts are necessary for me to have when I intend my action to encompass love?
Am I acting out of fear? When I act am I acting with a fearfulenergy? Am I acting toward myself with a fearful energy? Am I acting toward others with a fearful energy? LOVE. What thoughts are necessary for me to have when I intend my action to encompass fear?
The energy shaped by my letter, my words, my thoughts, my intentions, my actions, shape the universe.
My purpose is to chose, and work to, embody love in all my thoughts and my actions toward myself and my surroundings. By doing this I reach my full potential and reveal the purpose of the world. I do my part to redeem the world.
What drives the human experience? What drives my soul? I want to be loved. I want to love myself. I want to be loved by others. I want to feel worthy of love. It is inherently human to need love.
How do I find love? How do I experience love? How do I receive love from myself, from others? My first instinct is to go search for it, to make love happen for me, to find a partner, to take control. To look for what will give me love. But finding a partner is not how to find love. Love is not found by seeking love.
Love is found only by loving. Love is experienced truly by giving selflessly. By making the decision to love my creator, to love myself, to love others, and by choosing actions that express this love. What actions express love? I find the answer through self-awareness, honesty, and the search for truth.
Love is a unifying force. Love (אהבה) and one (אחד) both equal 13 using the mystic numeric code corresponding to the letters of the Hebrew alphabet, Gematria. 13 is itself a very holy number, and that both equal 13 reveals a connection between them. Love promotes oneness.
I am a fractured soul, a piece of consciousness confined to a body. I know that there exist infinity and nothing, concepts that are beyond my comprehension, I understand that I can never be able to understand them, and I accept their existence as inherent to the human experience. The existence of doubt, of the unprovable, is necessary for life. The existence of doubt is a true aspect of our world. I am a social being. I feel a sense of satisfaction when I meet other people, other pieces of consciousness. I become more connected to the consciousness of my creator. I must love in the face of hate. I must love in the face of love. I must love everyone. I must have faith in the face of doubt. I must have faith in the face of pain. I must have faith in the face of fear. I must have faith that I am not alone. I must always have faith. I am not alone. I am loved.
